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24/3/2014    Rainy day

In this rainy day, listen to the song you sang for me before, I remember that smile that warm the first time we travel together, the first time we chat, we talk to each other. That's was a very good memories, I wonder did you recall those memories before?? Sometime I still will pass by your profile to see that recently how was you? I have no more guts to send you a greeting, this was the second time I wish to send you a greeting , but I didn't ! why should I? You not worth to get my greeting anymore. I hate you deeply, I never forgot how you treat me after break up! When you know that I'm going overseas, I wish to get a greeting from you (as a friend) but you never... ( past of me may feel disappointed on you, but now.. no more)

Someone say I still love you, but truely from my deep heart, you the one that suit my demand and the people that I searching for.. So that's why when you say broke up I hardly to let go? I'm suffering, crying to beg you back. How retarded I am to do such stupid thing to a person that don't appreciate my good? my effort?

I can live without you, I HATE SMOKER! I HATE YOUR STUPID IDIOT BRAINLESS LOW STANDARD FRIENDS! I HATE YOUR HEREDITY TEMPER!! 

Thanks for the hurts and thanks for letting me go, I happy that the end I don't need to pay my whole life with you! I do happy after you much people want to be couple with me, they treat me better than you, even knowledge is better than you

Finally my dreams come true. I able to went overseas for my study, the most important thing that I don't need to stay the standard that you were. 

BYE,BYE... PLEASE DISAPPEAR ^^